~nocturnal-instincts

yeah, i dont have much to talk about. nothing great is goin on. christmas is coming. wohoo my mom is allowing her homeless bro who we havent seen in 20 years to come stay with us. therefore; i will probably wake up on the beautiful morning of christmas with my mom wondering where her brother went and the me wondering where in the hell the presents went. ah, oh well. atleast i get to watch Scrooged and National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation!!!!!
i have been gettin into the whole indie/college rock thing. trying to look for something new. actually im just looking for lyrics i can relate to. so i found a song called "Letting the Telephone Ring" by some Ani Defranco person. the lyrics bring back memories that i only wish could fade away as easily as my soul did....merry x-mas

"Im Letting the Telephone Ring" ani d

I am letting the telephone ring
cause I don't want to know why
I don't want to hear you explain
I don't want to hear you cry
I have written so much about you
so much I thought I knew
words like water used to flow
now what could I possibly have to say?
she is someone I don't even know
and all the things that you've given to me
I see now were simply reparations
they were gifts of your guilt
they were my preparation
I know I should be mature
keep my feet on the floor
but for some reason,
I just don't want them anymore
I know this shouldn't be important
compared to you and I
but I can still hear my questions
I can still hear you lie
now vicariously I have her in me
I want to peel off my skin
let the water wash in
you always said that I was hiding
that I was hiding from you
but you are capable of things I could not do
I remember how you pretended
how you pretended to touch me
I remember how I couldn't bring myself to believe
I remember wondering,what was wrong
what was wrong
how could I be so naive
how could I be so naive?

yeah, i dont have much to talk about. nothing great is goin on. christmas is coming. wohoo my mom is allowing her homeless bro who we havent seen in 20 years to come stay with us. therefore; i will probably wake up on the beautiful morning of christmas with my mom wondering where her brother went and the me wondering where in the hell the presents went. ah, oh well. atleast i get to watch Scrooged and National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation!!!!!
i have been gettin into the whole indie/college rock thing. trying to look for something new. actually im just looking for lyrics i can relate to. so i found a song called "Letting the Telephone Ring" by some Ani Defranco person. the lyrics bring back memories that i only wish could fade away as easily as my soul did....merry x-mas

"Im Letting the Telephone Ring" ani d

I am letting the telephone ring
cause I don't want to know why
I don't want to hear you explain
I don't want to hear you cry
I have written so much about you
so much I thought I knew
words like water used to flow
now what could I possibly have to say?
she is someone I don't even know
and all the things that you've given to me
I see now were simply reparations
they were gifts of your guilt
they were my preparation
I know I should be mature
keep my feet on the floor
but for some reason,
I just don't want them anymore
I know this shouldn't be important
compared to you and I
but I can still hear my questions
I can still hear you lie
now vicariously I have her in me
I want to peel off my skin
let the water wash in
you always said that I was hiding
that I was hiding from you
but you are capable of things I could not do
you are capable of things I could not do
I remember how you pretended
how you pretended to touch me
I remember how I couldn't bring myself to believe
I remember wondering,what was wrong
what was wrong
how could I be so naive
how could I be so naive?

ive been looking up some indie/college rock. trying to expand my taste in music. theres this really good band i found called The Good Life. i enjoy reading there lyrics as well. this is called "The Moon Red Handed".....


Tell me dear
Is there anything you'd like to hear
One last song before we disappear
Some broken hearted ballad
Built for two

By the way
It seems my notebooks have all been misplaced
The scribbled flourishes of yesterday
They've no more effect on me
These dead feelings

The songs we don't sing
Are the hardest to hear
Words left unsaid
Words we wish we'd forget
The guilt slips from our lips
Confessions hidden behind eyelids
Would you look me in the eye
And tell me
Does the moon weep at dawn
His brilliance exposed
By a fierce and burning sun

The songs we don't sing
And don't want to hear
Words left unsaid
Well, they're only words
We lick the guilt from our lips
We make confessions from fertile hips
And now we'll look them in the eye

"Peoply always think they know what truth is, like it was toilet paper and they've got a supply of it in their closet.

But what you learn as you get older is that there is no truth. There's only bullsh*t. Layers of it. One later of bullsh*t on top of another."

~from the movie "Hero"


My lyric of the day is Under my Thumb (remix) by Social Distortion. i didnt like the original but this one is better.

Under my thumb's the boy
Who once had me down
Under my thumb's the boy
Who once fucked me around
It's down to me
The way he does when he stole the truth out of me
Change has come, he's under my thumb

Under my thumb's
The squirmin' dog who's just had his day
Under my thumb's
A boy who has just changed his ways
It's down to me

The difference in the clothes he wears, down to me
Change has come, now he's under my thumb

Under my thumb
It's a siamese
Cat of a man
Under my thumb
Well, he's the sweetest
Pet in the world
It's down to me

The way he does as wash your soul out of me
Change has come, he's under my thumb

Under my thumb
His eyes are just kept
To himself
Under my thumb
Well, I
I cant look at someone else
It's down to me

Change has come, he's under my thumb
Yeah

hello everyone...im sixteen now. how exicting my friend has the same one as me so we're goin to stuff her locker with the thickest depends we can find. thats why im gettin to school as early as possible so they dont do anything to me! well, nothing special is happenin in my life so far. hopefully i get some action soon. (i know what your thinking...thats not what i meant!) well, thank you sooooooooooo much for visiting. talk to ya peeps later. toodles
oh yeah...Love Ya Mikey Pooh (*inside joke*)

good lyrics by Old Man's Child. this song is called "felonies of the christian art"or something like that.....great band

Death in its purest form
Welcome to the sacrificed world
Those beneath the holy ground
Buried in the dirt of the mortal's sin
Just like a dream in mysterious splendor
Cross the line to dimensional glory
Absorb the light of heaven's messenger
Arise and feel the sensation of monotony
As you grow old and reluctant to fall
Believing a lie of immortality
Life as you know it, soon you shall crawl
Beg for your soul and your sanity
Ignorance, devotion for God
Educated in the art of fraud
Imprinted in minds, they all want more
Let's engage in the art of war
With all means infiltrate and destroy
Make the weaklings suffer
Kill the traitors kill them all at once
Summon the beast and crush'em